Friday, April 30, 2010
Its the usual thing at work.
You work hard, you try to please, you overdo some things, you try to clear the neverending pile of work, you do good, you do bad
...and you end up exhausted
Everyone ends up this way, anyway.
You sat on for too long, you're getting old, you slept in the wrong position,
your back hurts,
and you are still exhausted.
Just as you thought you will get some peace and quiet, outside of work, nothing is simple, you get overbearing parents who don't seem to treat you like an adult, you get frustrated at what will seem to be, on hindsight, something you should feel fortunate about. Not as if you have no avenue to vent out all of these, people say that best friends will always lend an ear to each other - but then, they can't always be there; as if they don't have their share of problems, nor would you enjoy listening to their share of problems which will, probably revolve around the things that persist in their lives.
But you talk, you enjoy the company and that alleviates the exhaustion a little. The remaining's satiated by the other pleasures you give yourself.
For some, its the beer, it can be reading a book, it can be going away for a vacation.
For me now, I enjoy locking myself up in my own room with my feel-good shows such as Grey's, Private Practice, Glee and what not. This usually removes the large chunk of frustration from my exhaustion. But there's something about being isolated with no one, absolutely no one, physically around you to bug you* - be it good or bad, it feels relaxing, though not comforting, but being relaxed is all that matters right now.
I need a new avenue - but for now, all these will do.
*I guess I got to clarify this part: if you've missed the "overbearing", here it is.
A new post, yay?
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